I'm ashamed
coz I promised to love you
instead I abused you
I'm ashamed
coz I should have protected you
instead I threatened you
I'm ashamed
coz I should have cared for you
instead I thrased you
I'm ashamed
coz I called you friend
instead I had other intentions
I'm ashamed
coz I should have held your hand
instead I gripped your hair to beat you
I'm ashamed
coz I married you with lot of promises
instead I ruined the idea of relationship for you
I'm ashamed
coz I made love to you, and you trusted me
instead I made you abort, coz I only intended to fuck
I'm ashamed
coz I should have been acting my age, a matured man
instead I've been throwing teenage tantrums
I'm ashamed
coz I was supposed to apologize for my actions
instead I manipulated you further to hate yourself
I'm ashamed
coz I was supposed to consider you equal
instead I humiliated you publicly
I'm ashamed
coz I was supposed to build your hopes
instead I broke all your dreams
I'm ashamed
coz I was supposed to keep your modesty intact
instead I spoke rubbish and spread rumors about you
I'm ashamed
coz I should have been responsible for you to feel safe
instead I stalked you, scared you and stressed you out
I'm ashamed
coz I should have touched your heart
instead I lay my hands on your body
I'm ashamed
coz even If I have not done any of the above
instead I watched others around me and never stopped them
I'm ashamed
coz being a man / woman, we're supposed to look after each other
instead we've blindfolds or we look other way
I'm ashamed
coz I should have been writing to praise the humanity
instead I take the burden to pen down such inhumanity
— UnhappyGhost