I AM ASHAMED !

I'm ashamed

coz I promised to love you

instead I abused you

I'm ashamed

coz I should have protected you

instead I threatened you

I'm ashamed

coz I should have cared for you

instead I thrased you

I'm ashamed

coz I called you friend

instead I had other intentions

I'm ashamed

coz I should have held your hand

instead I gripped your hair to beat you

I'm ashamed

coz I married you with lot of promises

instead I ruined the idea of relationship for you

I'm ashamed

coz I made love to you, and you trusted me

instead I made you abort, coz I only intended to fuck

I'm ashamed

coz I should have been acting my age, a matured man

instead I've been throwing teenage tantrums

I'm ashamed

coz I was supposed to apologize for my actions

instead I manipulated you further to hate yourself

I'm ashamed

coz I was supposed to consider you equal

instead I humiliated you publicly

I'm ashamed

coz I was supposed to build your hopes

instead I broke all your dreams

I'm ashamed

coz I was supposed to keep your modesty intact

instead I spoke rubbish and spread rumors about you

I'm ashamed

coz I should have been responsible for you to feel safe

instead I stalked you, scared you and stressed you out

I'm ashamed

coz I should have touched your heart

instead I lay my hands on your body

I'm ashamed

coz even If I have not done any of the above

instead I watched others around me and never stopped them

I'm ashamed

coz being a man / woman, we're supposed to look after each other

instead we've blindfolds or we look other way

I'm ashamed

coz I should have been writing to praise the humanity

instead I take the burden to pen down such inhumanity

— UnhappyGhost